Why do i keep reminiscing about the damn past, dang it really

I just can't seem to get over it despite that it happened 1 year ago

Woke up got nothing to do, decided to open my drawer after so long

I slowly took out the 7 letters and black box which you gave me during our r/s last year

Read them 1 by 1, and then telling myself why didn't i just treasure you back then

I'm still waiting for you to update my small black notebook for me

And no, I didn't tear those pages away

Thinking back now, I must be damn silly back then

Sigh, your heart's with another guy

What can I do then?

I don't know, someone just help me please