Well, 2nd week of sch has ended. Recently alot of things happening around me. Kinda made me sad in many ways.

Never ever regret if you never treasure something that was once in your possession. I paid a dear price for this mistake i've made that made me become quite sensitive in whatever i do nowadays.

I'm Afraid to make the same mistakes over again and then i'll end up regretting when things are too late. Things around us change all the time, so do people. First up, my cca. SPIM club. sigh. things are quite messy now. i'm just trying my best to do something as my part of MC. i cant sit back and watch things as it is now. if this is the case, then i guess SPIM sooner or later will have big problems. We dont have high response from year 1s. CCA drive not going well as supposed it was to be, the interaction camp that was supposed to held for mainly year 1s and newly joined members to get to know each other better also kinda failed i guess. I dont know what to do already. Putting up notices at the lanshop counter that we're recruiting but no one seems to care to read it or even ask questions about it. MCs not doing duty at lanshop counter also. even our own people dont care. WHY! Never will i let SPIM fall as long as i'm in the MC. It's stressing and sad to know such a situation like this. Sigh. I wish a miracle will happen that will make things so smoothly the way it's planned to be.

Me and Joe was speaking about this situation and we both are stressed, dont know what to do now already. We're racking our brains trying to think of different ways to do stuff, but with only the few of us caring about what's happening? What's the rest doing about this? I hope that the rest of the MCs know the situation of SPIM now and do something about it to help the club. Busy may be the reason but i really hope to see all of us do something and help recruit newly year1s. Imagine next year when we step down from the club, then no new substitutes? GGified man.

Sigh. I dont wish to think too much already, it's tiring. :/