I find it very hard to approach you nowadays.

You simply get away by not answering anything at all. The feeling of it sucks. You choose not to sort out your feelings and escape from reality by going into your own world, there's nothing i can do to help you at all if you dont even want to help yourself.

Saying dont know wont help in all situations afterall.

I feel very wierd now, i chose not to give up but afterall i'm still left with no choice. I can wait patiently but it's just that if you're set to sort out your thoughts. I'm sure things will not turn out the way it is now where you dont know what's wrong with you? or how are you feeling?

I say it's fate we meet at a place in school where both you and i dont frequently visit at all but you said it was coincidence. The first time being was i ran back up to the lanshop at Moberly after eating and i saw your sister's backview, i had doubts and i bend down and i saw you, of all times, i saw you the moment you was about to left and i was about to enter the lanshop. You said it was coincidence then it maybe coincidence. I did what i could, i gave my 101% just to win your heart back once again, but without a chance makes everything i told you plain talk without any value or meaning in them.

I was once in front of you, just waiting for you to say yes and place your hand on mine and i'll guide you through this new journey of our's. but i doubt i had the chance to do so. For you, i'll change every single thing you once disliked but i guess i dont have the chance to shower my love on you. I hope you'll live happily and fulfil all those goals you once told me you would like to achieve.