Friday, September 19, 2008
Just back from my bowler's club chalet
For the first time I drank 40% Vodka
And it's Smirnoff, it smelled so pure just like normal alcohol in chemistry labs
Drank down 24 caps and off I went
Drunk for the first time in my life
Totally doing things that I would never have expected me to do
Just loosing myself for that moment and expressed almost everything out
I still rmb I ended up expressing all the deepest things kept in my heart
I even teared after the whole thing
I hate problems
Hope everything will just go away once and forall
memorised at : 4:17 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
I feel so helpless
I achieved one goal but not another
memorised at : 2:40 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Why do i keep reminiscing about the damn past, dang it really
I just can't seem to get over it despite that it happened 1 year ago
Woke up got nothing to do, decided to open my drawer after so long
I slowly took out the 7 letters and black box which you gave me during our r/s last year
Read them 1 by 1, and then telling myself why didn't i just treasure you back then
I'm still waiting for you to update my small black notebook for me
And no, I didn't tear those pages away
Thinking back now, I must be damn silly back then
Sigh, your heart's with another guy
What can I do then?
I don't know, someone just help me please
memorised at : 9:24 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Exam Status: 2 Down, 2 To Go
Counting down to AOC paper in 9 hours time. Time flies, after AOC, I'll be left with PCCC only! Then holiday! YESH! :D
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Anw, exams aside, been feeling very f-uped knowing politics stuff going on around me
What things will change and it changes for a reason
And especially when you know how scheming can a person get
Being cunning and wearing a sheep's skin on the outlook
All these stuff, not many can see but I'm sure once you see it
You'll definitely understand what happens
At times I even feel I shouldn't be there in the first place
But I worked so hard for it, there's no way to give up definitely
Very disappointed in some friends. Sigh
memorised at : 5:07 AM
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Hmm, a very big thank you to those who wished me today no matter at 12am sharp or during the day, really appreciate it alot!
This year must be the year that I have the most birthday wishes from friends and family!
Thanks to: (Not in order of time)
- Sheena
- Kexin
- Meiqi
- Joshua
- Jonathan
- Jingqi
- Yijun
- Wenling
- Fengling
- Sebestian
- Nicholas
- Louis
- Michelle
- Ferinna
- Juleen
- Sihui
- Huimin
- Donric
- Elisha
- Zulaiha
- Xuliang
- Joe
- Khazrol
- Raina
- Devnath
- Sylvia
- Jiajun
- Derrick (SPIM)
- Weiliang
- Melissa
- Devnath
- & Family!
Thank you all people!
Thank Huimin for spending that effort to thought of wishing me at 8.24am today, haha :)
Thanks Meiqi & Wenling for putting it up on your blogs!
Really happy today even though i spent my day mahjonging with Firdhaus,
Derrick and Lynal in the middle of the night like 5.15am to 9.30am.
Guess we all weren't in the right state of mind.
Then still got 3 more exam papers to go! CMON, get over with this and I'm FREE :D
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Now I suddenly believe in Karma
Do something sinful & I'll think you'll get it back someday
Let's not do something bad
Labels: Happy Bdae
memorised at : 10:12 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
ICP is finally over.
Hope I'll definitely pass and get over with it once and forall
And my life will no longer have ICP in existance
1 MORE DAY TO MY 19th BIG DAY! :D
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Suddenly woke up at 5+ am after falling aslp right after 1 day being sleepless due to ICP.
Nothing to do so played battlestations then surf net and now I can't get back to slp -.-
memorised at : 12:04 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Just felt like giving up on ICP
But giving it up means repeating it the next semester which suck
Can anyone tell me what to do now!
Tomorrow is the paper!!!!!
:(
memorised at : 5:31 PM